There are so many things I wish I could have told you that day
So at least you knew how I felt
About you
That moment you put your lips on mine
I wish you could have held me a little longer
And listened to my thoughts
Instead of spilling my heart to a dirty, battered pillow
Wet with my tears
Overdosed with my embraces
Tight embraces
Maybe you could understand why it hurts so much to see you go ....
Why it hurts so much to lose a part of me I let you have...
Even if it was just an expedition
And not the full ride...
There are so many things I wish I could have made apparent to you
That maybe you didn't see...
Intimacy...growing on your skin
As our hands entwined...
As all of your weight laid upon me
Comfortably...
As my arms wrapped around you
Possessively...tightly
As your fingertips felt my soul
Lightly
As we came as one
Chest to chest...
Maybe you didn't feel my love growing on you
As I called you my baby
My potential....you were going to be my king
My everything
Maybe you didn't feel those late night conversations
How close I felt myself getting to your heart...
A place no other could have
Maybe you didn't realize how hard I fought for you...
Just to be in your interest...
Just to cross your mind...
And maybe I didn't care
whether you wanted me or not
Just for a night
Hours of your love would have been enough
So tell me you love me baby
And take all that I have left...
And in the morning you can send me on my way
Tell me you love me baby
Tell me how much I mean to you
Tell me I'm your everything
Tell me I'm all yours
Let me have your heart
And I promise in the morning...
You can send me on my way...
And...I'll be on my way...
