Page Truth

I couldn't imagine a moment

Sweeter

Than someone who will explore the world

With me

Finding time to figure out who I am

What I represent

How I view the world

What I do, how I feel

What I feel...

How I see him, in himself

Than to figure out my sex

The pink substance

That he found access to

And traveled through its virgin walls

Breaking them down, ripping them open

Racing time to find...my pleasure

Somewhere I am not

I am buried in my own soul

Feasting on my heart

Poet's corner 

I live in my feelings

Surrounded by them

Clouds of them

And those that rain

But no one's interested in my story

I tell it with my emotions...

And no one wants to deal with an emotional person

Or maybe they just can't handle it

Is what I tell myself..

But sometimes you have to go through 

Rough patches to make it into the clear

The clear of my love

And so much that I could give to him

If only, I was given a chance

A chance to show how amazing I am

A chance to show that I am not

The same girl that would break his heart

For no apparent reason...

The same girl who will lust for you

And him too.

So when searching for the other half of your heart

I am not right in front of your eyes

I'm farther in...

You just have to find me...

Apartment

There are so many things I wish I could have told you that day
So at least you knew how I felt
About you
That moment you put your lips on mine
I wish you could have held me a little longer
And listened to my thoughts
Instead of spilling my heart to a dirty, battered pillow
Wet with my tears
Overdosed with my embraces
Tight embraces
Maybe you could understand why it hurts so much to see you go ....
Why it hurts so much to lose a part of me I let you have...
Even if it was just an expedition
And not the full ride...
There are so many things I wish I could have made apparent to you
That maybe you didn't see...
Intimacy...growing on your skin
As our hands entwined...
As all of your weight laid upon me
Comfortably...
As my arms wrapped around you
Possessively...tightly
As your fingertips felt my soul
Lightly
As we came as one
Chest to chest...
Maybe you didn't feel my love growing on you
As I called you my baby
My potential....you were going to be my king
My everything
Maybe you didn't feel those late night conversations
How close I felt myself getting to your heart...
A place no other could have
Maybe you didn't realize how hard I fought for you...
Just to be in your interest...
Just to cross your mind...
And maybe I didn't care
whether you wanted me or not
Just for a night
Hours of your love would have been enough
So tell me you love me baby
And take all that I have left...
And in the morning you can send me on my way
Tell me you love me baby
Tell me how much I mean to you
Tell me I'm your everything
Tell me I'm all yours
Let me have your heart
And I promise in the morning...
You can send me on my way...
And...I'll be on my way...

Nostalgia

He grows with each passing second
From my thoughts, sentiments
Through the roots of my hair
Flowing to split strands
With two places to go
Casting in my hands
That bore his radiant skin
Prurient for me
Like hungry animals in a meadow
And they trace his backbone
Origin of strength that envelopes me
In his arms
He plants a rose on my lips
Opening petals in sync
With the weathers of the spring, summer
Changing seasons
I hold him close
So close he could feel my heart beating
My life into him
Love into him
Breath into him
Soul and death into him
For he is the death of me
Strip my immaculacy
Left naked
Wet thighs and tender breasts
Exhibited to the world
And leaves no trace
But the reminiscence of his tongue
As he soothed my neck
And his hands
Fingertips-sauntering hills and valleys
Circumferences and interiors
His alluring voice
Whispering in my ear
Music and melodies holds no interest
His precious smile
Liquefying me as he spreads
Those sumptuous lips
All of him
Left residual on my skin
Nostalgic in my mind...
I miss him , morbidly...